Brain Wrinkles

I've been wondering for as long as I had a questioning mind, Exactly what causes people to be who they are. They say people are a product of their enviorment, but then others say you can be better then what your enviorment, but you have to try harder.

Well, it doesn't rightfully seem like both answers can be factual, because one implies the opposite of an absolute no? Exactly. People are who they want to be. Sure your enviorment plays a ROLE in who you shape up to be, but effectively you have every decision in the type of person you become. You either choose to become what surrounds you, or become your own person.

So in light of that statement. Why is it that the ultimate urge of a greater societies mind wants to be HELPFUL. On a grander scale, that doesn't seem to be the mass opinion. Its apparent every day when you watch tv. People don't want to good because its the right thing to do, its a badge of honor worn around, taunting ones greater deeds.

Now, this isn't a blanket ideal. I'd imagine there is SOME people in the world genuinely do good. Some people really do care.

Sadly though these are a dying breed of people lost amongst the millions screaming hatred from their fowl mouths, spewing rants of crazed fat men fingering the worlds mindless into a frenzy over..well..Nothing.

And people eat it up. Every. Single. Morsel. God I wish I was an alien.

/Signed

Derrick, A personal reflection on the status of the worlds inhabitants, flailing around like Kermit the Frog..screaming for blood..wishing for aid, getting lies and eating truth. I'm out of bad analogies now.

Just as a hey to you all...

Happy Halloween..All Hallows Eve...whatever it is you want to celebrate.


I will be sitting at home..eating sugar cookies..and watching Return of the Living Dead...I should make them watch all of them...but...Its enough that I'm able to get my wife to watch the first one.


BE SAFE AND HAVE FUN..

http://www.thinkgeek.com/caffeine/accessories/c4e9/

I think you might have to see this..


That is all..=D

Things have been interesting. Seemingly chaotic, but interesting all the same.

Allstate denied my claim for auto repairs..so though means I wish not to discuss, I managed to get the engine work done to my car

The Body work is like 2500$ to my car..so..

I now have a 2 2/3 door car..=D

WoW stuff is good. Our guild is growing and progressing still..we did our first 2 sucessful ulduar raid id's...Ours got to Thorim , the 2nd group make it just one boss behind us.

So I was pleased.

Other then that, I have alot of movies to catch up on, and other console games to play..so many games, so little derrick.

<3

PS. Melanie hates Vampires. I know it. Thats why she never comes and visits *POKEPOKE* I keed, I realize your busy. But if I don't give you a hard time would you thinK i cared?

Today is yet another day in the chapter of if its not broke don't fix it.


At work, they did minor updates to our main database program...and now the other 2 companies we hire to do work for us can't access it..making it unbearable for US because there is a mere..20 or so people here..if even that.

Huzzah stuff.

@Lillian/Melanie.

You never gave me your number to call you about vamp...you make me think you hate me and don't wanna hang out and im totally just screwing with you i'm not really mad but I don't have your phone number..*I found my cell but it was a very sad cell phone* if you want to PM to me on LJ so i can add it to my phone and call you at lunch. Or something...?

@ everyone else..

I hate movie critics. Alot. More so now then ever. Exactly what gave these people the clairvoiyance to be judgemental pricks on movies that are simple yet funny.

Most critics hated Watchmen...I loved it....
Most critics *iirc* hated Dark Knight, I loved it....
Most critics hated on the harry potter...I loved it...

So..either i'm dense and these critics are inplace to insult my intelligence..OR

Critics are plain...fucking...stupid....

 

Chin..fricking..ese.

All day every day every meal...so long as there was sushi there..^^ I loooooooove chinese food.

All the things that use to bring us joy and countless hours of entertainment?

It seems as the years go by, I become less and less entertained by things. I need a change of pace..I need something different..I'm falling into a mundane rut of existance again and its annoying.

What this post is suppose to be about in reality is...

Where did my innocence go?

Where did anyones innocence go? Did we lose it in the bathroom somewhere? Accidently flush it down the toilet?

Oh well. My thinking processes have been awkward lately..and I can't think straight anymore...

**Do offshoot bands count? well they do for me**
Are you a male or female? G Eye Joe
Describe yourself: The Satanic Cowboy.
How do you feel? Fetus on the beat
If you could go anywhere, where would you go? Acic Memoirs
Your favorite form of transportation: Albino Rhino
Your best friend is: Love Song for a Witch
Your favorite color is: Hypnotic Techno Underwater Encounter"
What's the weather like? Pour Some Urine On Me
Favorite time of day: 9-5 At the morgue
If your life was a tv show, what would it be called? God Crisis
What is life to you? Antiquity's Small Rewards
What are you looking for? Sexual Abyss
Have: Sweet Insanity
Wouldn't mind: Scores for Porn
Your fear: Headless
What is the best advice you have to give? Whats the worst thing that could happen?
If you could change your name, you would change it to: Sole Survivor
Thought for the Day: Bring Me The Head of Andy Warhol
My motto: Dead Virgins Don't Sing

Edited to fix the last song..Songs titles from Dog Fashion Disco/Which became Polkadot Cadaver..*so i borrowed some from both sorry..*

So, I wake up thursday morning and donnie is sitting at her computer...and she shows me this video...

You have to watch the video and listen to it at the same time for it to be funny...but its so funny my gut hurt and tears flowed.

So, please watch it..its worth it..so funny I actually want to make one of my own...





If you don't laugh...I don't know what else to say...Like..I'm enamored at the brilliance of this humor.

So, Ed McMahon started the week..followed by Farrah Fawcett, then followed by MJ a day later...

now to round up the week...

Billy..Mays.

The Oxyclean guy.

Yep. Sad ain't it? He just gotten off an airplane from an accident and was fine..only to be dead the next day.

RIP Oxyclean guy..RIP.

Usually something long and thought provocative.

But typically, Dog Fashion Disco-Adultery or American Head Charges-The War of Art. are my choices. Maybe Tool's AEnima in some instances...

I share a birthday with James Euringer. AKA Little Jimmy Urine.

How interesting is that?

Yeah its  been one of those types of days.

Why is it when you try to do someone a favor...

they only get mad at you?

I took a preplanned sick day today to have a root canal done..and low in behold, the ear infection I knew I had started to remind me that I have one...which the ER Doc at Winter Haven exclaimed that I didn't...probably because I told him I did when we got there..and just to prove that he had the power, sad thing I was on antibiotics..and still no luck with killing the infection. Oh well.

I'm ready for this to be done with..I just want the pain to stop..I've been miserable.

and now for something funny...

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30945672/

Seriously?

Like..really? Wow...I get being behind something..and feeling strong about something...but..

To THIS extent?

in other news, whatever is going on in my mouth is driving me crazy. I think the nerve in my tooth is infected and its spreading..and it hurts..the pain killers and oragel aren't working as well anymore.

But, in Happy news, the guild I help run with my lovely wife is doing smashing.

6/14 bosses in Ulduar so far, working slowly to 25 man content...just a few hiccups
back to work I go

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30581493/

Dom DeLuise dies at 75..=(


Bea Arthur not that long ago..


Any guess on the 3rd? or did I miss one?

I'm losing my grip.

My nerves are shot..im irritated...and I'm doing a job that requires me to have alot of patience

Why does this not seem all that fair?

I'm going to have a breakdown soon. I feel it.

I just found this band last night...and its stuck in my head...

its soo catchy...

I hate ranking systems.

And I hate fucking not having decent enough work schedules that give me any resemblence of a normal life.

Instead, I fucking get stuck working 1:30-10pm *most likey..thats not even set in stone yet*. I wish I could go to them and say.."Look I have committments outside of all of this that I cannot work these schedules"

I fucking hate that shit..Im so mad right now..

Im tired of working nights

I know there are only a few of you who can read this..and probably only 1 or maybe 2 that understand what the fuck im about to talk about...

But im HIGHLY considering buying a book.


This book will contain information.

That will refresh my dusty memory..

That will remind me of the minor things I forgot...

When it comes to my A+ and A+ Networking Certifications.

Because im not spending 700 credit hours going over random bullshit that I already know..

So....Anyone have any input if I should bother wasting my time?

No. I'm to big and scary to pinch for something so minor.

XD